Angelomakka

First off i'd. like to say im still somewhat deppressed, like ya know kinda empty inside, eh, im getting off topic anyway i would just like to state the things i like, for example i just love the different shades of blue as well as white any way moving on, I love food and drinks but more specifically pumpkin pie, fry bread, and root beer, i know not the best "healthy" options but they hold a Special place in my heart and you cant beat a side of Memories with that, Also you could say one could win me over if they knew such things. Um lets see i like music of course but don't ask me who's my favorite because I just can't pick, hmm i guess you could call me the fat shy silent type as well as being anti social but that doesn't mean i cant make my own choices, hold on I keep getting off topic, anyway... i like video games, art, polar bears, Halloween, the ocean, and fall, like ya know the season, oh and birthday parties. well i think that sums me up i guess and if I think of other

Umm how do i put this, hmm i guess if i self reflect or think about my self, im pretty goddamn lame like i feel trapped or something i cant describe this feeling also im so dumb to think i could change and before anyone suspects that this is some death note or something, its not, as i dont have the balls to end myself like that nor do i wish to, no matter how much my demented mind tells me its an option, ugh i just dont know how my life is so shit like where did i go wrong why am i like this, im just some sad sack of... Nevermind i just cant share my emotions so i resort to bottling them up so no one has deal with them besides me anyway i dont know why im writing this Currently but whatever it just kinda feels right no matter what. i sometimes wonder how life would have been different for my family if i wasn't born and sometimes I wish someone would rescue me kinda like a fairy tale, I just am lost like I cant turn to anyone because no one could understand, and the reputation of